Hello world. I am excited for this new blog. I hope it gives me the chance to get out a lot of what I've been thinking.
Recently I have found out that two of my friends are pregnant. The two are complete opposites. One married, she has been waiting to be a mother for two or more years, and now she is being blessed with two sons. I am so happy for her. She deserves this more than anyone I know. She is going to be the best mother anyone could ask for. My other friend is young and not prepared for something like this in her life. I cannot imagine how she is feeling or the things she is going through. But I know that she will do everything she possibly can to give this child what it deserves.
I went to Eagle Lake last week. And as always have come back feeling high on life. Something about it there makes the world seem so easy to conquer. I feel as if I could do anything. Camp is somewhere I can be myself and still make friends that i know are true. I love the people I met. I wish i could wake up there and do those things all over again tomorrow. I already can't wait for what next summer will bring.
School starts in ten days. I know that as soon as it does, and i walk off that bus and get into that same redundant theme all my good feelings will seem so far off. I am ready, however, to take on this new year. I am ready to show people who I am for once. I feel like a different person than from last year. I was so scared of life last year that I think I just let it pass right on by. Not to say that I am not scared anymore, (because i am scared to death,) but this year I will not let life leave me behind. Bring it on.
Recently I have found out that two of my friends are pregnant. The two are complete opposites. One married, she has been waiting to be a mother for two or more years, and now she is being blessed with two sons. I am so happy for her. She deserves this more than anyone I know. She is going to be the best mother anyone could ask for. My other friend is young and not prepared for something like this in her life. I cannot imagine how she is feeling or the things she is going through. But I know that she will do everything she possibly can to give this child what it deserves.
I went to Eagle Lake last week. And as always have come back feeling high on life. Something about it there makes the world seem so easy to conquer. I feel as if I could do anything. Camp is somewhere I can be myself and still make friends that i know are true. I love the people I met. I wish i could wake up there and do those things all over again tomorrow. I already can't wait for what next summer will bring.
School starts in ten days. I know that as soon as it does, and i walk off that bus and get into that same redundant theme all my good feelings will seem so far off. I am ready, however, to take on this new year. I am ready to show people who I am for once. I feel like a different person than from last year. I was so scared of life last year that I think I just let it pass right on by. Not to say that I am not scared anymore, (because i am scared to death,) but this year I will not let life leave me behind. Bring it on.
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