I figured now would be a good time for updates. Or sorta anyway. So much has happened since I last posted. So much has changed who I am. And I don't care what anyone thinks about me.
In October I got alcohol poisoning. Yeah. That was retarded. I learned from it. I moved on. Unfortunately, I'm probably the only one who did.
In November I got a broken heart. And I hid it from everyone, even myself. (Which really just shows how much skill I have.) I also disappeared for a while in November. That was really good for me. It made me realize a ton of things. Like how I don't need any of these people unless I want to. I can fully rely on myself and my sister and all of my extended family. It also made me realize that I'm fully capable of getting out of this town on my own. And yeah, It's going to happen.
As for December, I managed to pass all my classes. I'm that much closer to graduating. I bought too many presents for my family and had a great Christmas. Got some really great clothes and had a blast during break with everyone. I made a friend that I didn't expect to make.
I brought in the new year with glitter. Literally. I had the time of my life with old friends and newer ones. I promised myself something at midnight on the 1st. I didn't kiss anyone, and so for a year I will not let myself get carried into a relationship. I'm gonna do me. I'm gonna have fun, hell yeah, but no boys. None. I have to say that I'm totally excited. I have a feeling this coming year is going to be the best one yet. I'm so excited.
I'm just a crazy girl tryin to figure out who I want to be. I'm just livin life.
Peace.
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