Sick Day

So, I came home from school early today because I feel really sick. I went to my first class, the most important one, chemistry. But I didnt think i could handle anything else. -and not just because im sick-
Jarom has a new girlfriend. Yea, it stings. You should have seen the look on my face when I saw them holding hands. I just froze, completely forgetting I needed to finish walking down the stairs. It isn't that I want to be with him, but that this whole thing is still so new, its been..a little over a week? I just cannot believe it. And the girl is someone he told me he would never like. Liar, I guess.
I dont know why it bothers me so much. It shouldn't.
I've decided to lose all contact with him. That should make everything easier.

Next--

Maddie likes Nick. =]
Cool right? Except he goes to Coronado. And I don't. But other then that its so great.
I met Nick at Eagle Lake after eighth grade. I saw him again last summer. We reconnected.

Next--

I saw Justin. It went pretty well. But I dont think I want more than a friendship out of it, even though he thinks he's going to get more. There is too much history there. Too much hurt. But I would love him to be in my life.

Last--

I have my bestfriend back.
Joshua and I have known each other since kindergaden. We went through some hard things in 8th grade. He told me how he really felt about me, and I guess I just ignored it. But we talked about it. I really truely think our friendship is worth more than a relationship would be. We are better off this way it turns out. I love him.

Overall--

Things are looking up. My Sixteenth Birthday is in 41 days. I can hardly wait. I hope its amazing. I dont know what I'm going to do for it, but it should be fun. =]
I never thought this is how the year would turn out.
It's been thrilling.