October is my favorite month. Not only is my birthday in October, but my favorite holiday too! October has always felt good. The air starts to get cold, and everything feels so real. I can't explain the feeling. October has always brought a lot of change for me, and this year doesn't seem to be any different.
--Today I found out that I trust too easily. And that just because you have known someone since 5th grade, doesn't mean you know them. Just because they call you their best friend, doesn't mean you are.
People Lie.
People hurt.
My best friend lied to me. He didn't tell me something so important. It's life changing. He told everyone else. I don't know if our relationship will ever be the same. I want to trust him so bad...but I don't know if I can. I'm so hurt. And I feel so stupid.
I know this doesn't seem so bad. If you knew what it was about or how tight our relationship was, you would understand.
I hope I can forgive him.
Because I know I couldn't live without him.
He picks me up when I'm down. He makes me laugh constantly. He listens to my deepest thoughts. He guides me through all my problems. He is my brother.
--I know I can forgive him.
--I will be sixteen in twenty-four days. I will be another year older. I've learned so much this year. I hope the next one will be just as crazy, just as amazing.
--Leave some comments. On any of these blogs. I would love to hear from you, and answer any questions you have.
--Maddie
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